Gentilly Girl- a part of the 99%

August 29, 2006

Year One, Post-Deluge…

Okay, I wasn’t going to post today out of respect for our losses along the Coast during the last year since Katrina and the Deluge, but my heart wasn’t comfortable with that. One year after the fuck-job from Nature and Man’s follies, WE ARE STILL NOT OK!

This post is not to lessen my concern and hurt for the rest of the Coast: I lived in Biloxi, Pascagoula and Mobile. The memories are vivid and welcoming. At least those places are being helped by the Feds, and the repair monies are coming in. Their’s was a monumental Natural Disaster.

Not so for SE Louisiana. We have been screwed for many decades by the needs of the U.S. and Her corporations. Our barriers from the damage wreaked by hurricanes was willfully destroyed by monied interests and the ACoE. We were deemed expendable: our lives, our homes, family, Culture…. we didn’t count in their cost analysys of their bottom line. We were to be used for the Industrial North and it’s people.

Northeners can come down, get drunk, fuck their brains out, trash us by throwing up on our streets, “do” a girl over a counter, and then go home to resume a “respectable” existance.(And heat their homes.) We are Amerika’s Tijuana. I know this… heard it for decades, I’ve lived it.

I live everyday, like many other women here, as something to be used. Screw those assholes! I am a Southern woman, and this is my home. Wanna fuck with me? Baby, I’ll cut your freakin’ balls off. Same goes for the energy corporations. Polyticians and users? Satan and I have come to a very special arrangement for all of you.
We are a sovereign nation: we are the Isle d’Orleans. Napoleon may have sold us, and Jefferson accepted said sale, but WE ARE OUR OWN! We, and this upon the word of my Elders, never aquiesed to this crap. My ancestors just kept keeping on. Who gives a shit about money-grubbing and power? We just freakin’ live our lives. That’s New Orleans.
Our lives down here were about living, having our celebrations important to our Culture. We just freakin’ go on with life as a community. Our world is our own: we are the Old World within the New. Can you understand this kind of existance? This is the way it used to be, and shall be.
We here will not accept an usurpbation of our sensibilities and beliefs: we ARE the Creoles and what-not of New Orleans. We stand for what Jefferson preached…. a free people. And the country owes us, owes us big time. We have been screwed big-time for your hubris. (Wait until you get your Winter gas bills.)

This message is to not slight the multitude of efforts amassed by so many to help our needy, but rather an expose upon the power brokers and their eternal hunt for more money. FUCK YOUR SHAREHOLDERS: they took the gamble upon buying stocks, and now it’s time to pay the piper. (Pull the handle on the slot machine asshole, and then look at what shows up… screw you!)

Many people in this country are concerned with us, but there is the 3% that wishes total control, and I shall not allow that to happen. Wanna shoot me assholes? You’d better be good, because I’m better. New Orleans is where I stand. This city and culture is all to me, and you have no way of knowing that which I have set up for Her. St. Joan looks after her daughter.

This is just a statement of fact and a dare: come after me Feds, and be prepared to have the fight of your life. I WILL stand for New Orleans, Black and White, poor and rich… do you have the cujuanies? I have the ovaries to fucking take you on, and I will not lose.

Now you know where I stand. Fuck yourselves and die.

Morwen Madrigal

We Are Not OK…

Filed under: Gulf Coast,Katrina,Levees,Louisiana,New Orleans — Tags: , , , , — Morwen Madrigal @ 3:53 am

August 28, 2006

The Night Before the Deluge…

Exactly one year ago Betts and I were getting some much needed sleep after our escape from the path of Katrina. We were ragged… our nerves frayed over what could happen to our city if Katrina didn’t pull a last minute turn as a Cat 5 hurricane. Opal the Siamese was curled up with us as if she sensed something bad coming.

About 3 a.m. I would wake up and head back to the motel’s ‘puter room to monitor things from there whilst Betts watched the broadcast news. I could see a lessening of the storm’s strength and a slight turning to the NorthEast. By 7 a.m. the situation looked good, and elated I returned to the room. We breathed sighs of relief and crawled back into bed to rest  up for a return home a day or two later. New Orleans had dodged Katrina’s power.

Around 11 a.m. I awoke from a strange dream. Wandering through the motel I decided to get back online and check things out. There was news of widespread destruction across the area. I kept at it for a while longer, and then started hearing of flooding in various places. It  would be a few hours before I learned what was causing the flooding, and when the London Canal’s levees broke, I knew that our home and neighborhood was in trouble, but there was no way to tell just how much trouble was at hand.

That would come on the next day.

August 27, 2006

Poppy Z. Brite ways in…

Here’s Poppy’s Op-Ed piece for the Boston Globe.

August 24, 2006

The San Antonio Current Gets It Right.

Jason Berry writing for the San Antonia Current.

Great freakin’ piece!

August 22, 2006

This is what I do…

Filed under: Civic Blogging,Gentilly,Katrina,Levees,New Orleans — Tags: , , , , — Morwen Madrigal @ 4:13 am

Two more weeks, and I’ll celebrate the anniversary of the start of my blogging about the News Orleans Flood and the destruction of the Central Gulf Coast by Katrina. ‘Tis been a very long year, and I am in no way the person I was back then.

We didn’t have to axe the roof of our house to escape the floodwaters, we had left the day before. First time I ran from a storm, but I couldn’t indulge myself the luxury of being the tough girl: I have loves and responsibilities now. The trip to Houston was filled with tears and waves of horror over what might befall the city that harbored my family for centuries, the city whose fading lights in the distance along the highway filled me with such longing as a child. New Orleans is my home and my fate.

I remember the motel our girlfriend fixed us up with in Houston: the three of us had stayed in the adjacent room two months earlier for Pride and our filming efforts for a band we had just released an album for. One trip was anticipatory, the latter was one of fear. I remember using the ‘puters of the motel to monitor the storm and the city that night. After many hours I packed it in and went back to the room where Betty and Opal were. I was elated to announce that New Orleans had dodged the bullet, and then I went to sleep. How was I to know that in a few hours the levees would fail, not a victim of a hurricane, but of faulty design and construction?

I awoke in the early afternoon, dressed, and made my way to the ‘puter room to check on our city. Right about then was when the reports started coming in about the levee failures. Sitting there, looking at the positions of the breaks, I saw our home, friends and life slowly inundated with water. I watched New Orleans drown. Never in my life have I felt so wretched.

Within a few days our girlfriend out West was sending us info about the entire scenario. I sat with a magnifying glass to pick out our home in the satellite photos looking at the water level in our yard. I looked over other parts of the city and couldn’t see roofs. At least I could see ours. There was video of folks stranded on roofs and Interstate rises… I couldn’t help them: I was eight hours away.

Frustration became a Spiritual neighbor until I started to cover every news and info source that I could. If I couldn’t help in New Orleans, at least I could help those of Her people that had fled prior to the storm’s arrival. My skills as a researcher became my every waking moment, and through the use of my personal website, my New Orleans e-list and my original Blog “Thoughts of the Dark Rose“, I relayed info as it came in. I offered opinions about the whys and hows of what had occured, and viciously stamped down anyone that assumed the city was dead. It became a crusade and a salve to my soul.

We spent three weeks in Houston trying to set up a base of operations for our work, but Rita came along, and we fled for SoCal and our friend’s house. We needed distance to settle ourselves out.

Through these avenues I managed to meet many folks, and I was even able to account for most of our friends in the Diasphora. Some folks on a Gentilly e-list and I started talking about forming a cooperative to aid our neighborhoods through rebuilding: others joined the chorus, and the Gentilly Civic Improvement Association was the result. Now the GCIA is the umbrella organization for 26 neighborhoods that comprise Gentilly. We speak with one voice concerning the rebuilding, and are now slated to become the model area for the recovery efforts in the city.

None of this has been easy. Fact checking and digging source material takes time and effort. There’s also the time spent considering whether that which you have painstakingly researched is actually complete enough to post. Sometimes I have jumped the gun, but fortunately instinct was right, and I didn’t need to post a retraction. It’s a very fine line between feelings and fact.

Those months of exile between Rita and February continued in this fashion until we returned for a Recon vist, and then my Blogging world changed… We reentered our world called New Orleans. That’s when I began to truly understand the “Thousand Mile Stare”.
Part Two soon.

August 17, 2006

Corporate Greed and Bush’s FEMA Continue to Dance…

Filed under: FEMA,Gulf Coast,Katrina,Louisiana,New Orleans — Tags: , , , , — Morwen Madrigal @ 9:04 pm

I went wandering over to CorpWatch to see what they have been working on lately, and was surprised (NOT!) to see their latest report on corporate greed and FEMA. After reading it, all I could see in my mind was an Axis of Evildoers dancing a jig. Giant corporations, the corrupt Administration and the duplicity of bungling FEMA were hand-in-hand moving in a circle around a large cauldron of water into which Louisiana slowly sank. This is VooDoo Economics.
Many of us know what’s going on with the monies for Katrina emergency contracts, bypassing local companies whenever possible by shoveling the funds to big corporate types knowing that most or those funds would vanish in the corporate maw. Very little would “trickle down” to the State or local level. Everything about New Orleans’ rescue would suddenly bog down as these companies aren’t that good at delivering on the contracts that are awarded by the Feds. Local companies are the way to go: they are part of the areas affected by a major disaster, they have family and friends there. They have a reason in doing the work they are hired for.

Here’s the link for the report: “Big, Easy Money”.

The author put it this way, “The devastation that Hurricane Katrina brought to the Gulf Coast is tragic enough, but the scope of the corporate greed that followed, facilitated by government incompetence and complicity, is downright criminal,” .

We definitely aren’t a part of the U.S. anymore, at least to the PTB.

Sinn Fein!

August 13, 2006

MR. GO Must Go…

Filed under: Katrina,Levees,New Orleans — Tags: , , — Morwen Madrigal @ 5:04 pm

Screw busines owners on the banks of MRGO, the damn thing must be filled in. (That’s business guys.) It is a freakin’ venturi pipe right into the heart of the city. It has also never paid for itself in 40+ years.

Bad concept, bad design, and it never really paid off to the taxpayers. (Can we say lobbyists?)

What price must the people of New Orleans pay for keeping this stupid channel open? Fuck business interests,this is about folks and their homes. (they were there first.)

Check out the T-P’s article on this.

Biloxi Blues

Filed under: Gulf Coast,Katrina — Tags: , — Morwen Madrigal @ 12:42 am

Lest anyone forget, I am a child of the Coast from New Orleans to Panama City. Biloxi was a fave of mine: my grandfather lived there, is buried there along with my mom. I remember a world there that had no casinos, but had many shrimp boats, and Mississippi City had Robert Goulet’s club, and an amusement park, Goofy Golf, and a drive-in theatre. My folks used to party that strip, even met Elvis and brought him home for breakfast. He cuddled me as a babe in his arms. The Houma shrimpers docked at the end of our street and their weekend parties were family affairs.

Now all is gone from my one-time home. I cry over that, often.

Goddess Bless the folks of Biloxi…

From the AP:

Biloxi tries to preserve its history

By MICHAEL KUNZELMAN, Associated Press WriterSat Aug 12, 5:57 PM ET

As Carla Beaugez steers the Biloxi Tour Train down a beachfront highway, her husband’s recorded voice blares over a loudspeaker for the benefit of two tourists from Tennessee.

“The Grand Casino on your left,” the recording says, “is reported to be the largest floating casino in the world.”

But the passengers see no casino, only cranes and front-end loaders clearing mounds of concrete blocks and twisted metal.

Next stop on the tour is the Tullis-Toledano Manor, built in 1856 by a cotton broker from New Orleans. The recording calls it “one of Mississippi’s most striking homes,” a “magnificent Biloxi treasure.” Beaugez pulls over and turns off the tape.

“The house sat where you see the little red brick remnants,” Beaugez explains, pointing at an otherwise barren plot where the massive Grand Casino barge floated over and crushed the antebellum home.

It takes a healthy imagination to ride the Biloxi Tour Train these days.

Hurricane Katrina washed away the bulk of the city’s historic structures, along with thousands of homes and businesses.

With most of the attractions on the tour train’s route gone, why play the old recording? It’s a way of preserving the history that wind and water erased, Beaugez says.

“The history of Biloxi didn’t end with Katrina. It’s another dimension of who we are,” she adds.

Nearly a year after Katrina struck, Biloxi is a city of dizzying contrasts. On virtually every street corner, signs of steady progress clash with scenes of numbing inertia.

Downtown, workers wearing hard-hats and neon vests plant shrubs and pave sidewalks as the Beau Rivage casino gets ready to reopen on the Aug. 29 anniversary. Vacant lots and concrete slabs dot the other side of the street.

Across from the beaches along U.S. 90 in western Biloxi, government-issued trailers are strapped down in the shadows of gutted homes. A couple of blocks inland, houses appear unscathed, apartment buildings are filled and business is brisk for many retail chains.

And in the southeastern tip of the city, gamblers fill the tables and slot machines at two casinos. The Isle of Capri and Palace Casino tower over Point Cadet, an old working-class neighborhood where virtually every home was demolished by Katrina’s storm surge.

This is where Maurice “Monk” Lynch, 84, has lived for the past six decades. While gamblers relax in air-conditioned comfort, sweat soaks thorough Lynch’s T-shirt as he sits under an umbrella on the sun-filled porch outside his trailer home.

“Must have been 500 houses out here. All gone,” says Lynch, who keeps a fly swatter in his lap as he listens to the radio. “I still look around and figure, ‘This can’t be.’ Where did all the people go? It still doesn’t register.”

Point Cadet comes near the end of Beaugez’s “shrimp train” tour — a nickname derived from Biloxi’s maritime heritage. The tour starts several miles west, in a parking lot off U.S. 90 next to a harbor where roughly two dozen shrimp boats are docked.

Half of those boats are out of commission and for sale, said 16-year-old Linh Nguyen, who helps her mother, Anh, sell the shrimp that her father, Lien, catches in the Gulf of Mexico.

The Gulf Coast’s shrimping industry already was reeling from soaring gas prices and competition from cheap imports before Katrina’s crippling blow. The Nguyens, who moved to Biloxi from Vietnam 15 years ago, now sell most of their catch to wholesalers instead of tourists.

“He says he has no choice but to stay here,” Linh says, translating for her father. “He’s thinking there will be more business coming once the casinos reopen.”

The first stop on the “shrimp train” is the downtown business district. Plywood covers the doors and broken windows of some shops along a four-block stretch of Vieux Marche (French for “Old Market”).

When the train passes an art studio, the owner pokes his head out the front door and waves.

“I’m glad to see you back!” shouts Bill Johnson, 85.

“Glad to be back,” responds Beaugez, who gave her first tour since Katrina in May.

Johnson, who first moved to Biloxi in 1953, rode out the storm in his studio. Four feet of water wrecked the building and ruined all of his oil paintings and art supplies. Now he worries his landlord is about to sell the valuable property, forcing him to move.

“Nobody is buying old buildings here to keep broken-down artists,” he says. “There’s nothing for me here in Biloxi.”

The city’s future looks much brighter from where Mayor A.J. Holloway sits, at nearby City Hall.

He says the city’s recovery will be fueled by the booming casino industry, which has been buoyed by a new state law that allows floating casinos to move ashore. The revenue generated by five casinos peaked at $65.2 million in June. That’s 83 percent of the $78.2 million that nine Biloxi casinos grossed in June 2005. Two more casinos are due back by September and other new projects are in the works.

Holloway says the pace of the city’s recovery has exceeded his initial expectations, but his optimism is tempered by the destruction he sees along U.S. 90.

“Last year at this time everything was great. Look at us now,” he says. After a pregnant pause, he adds, “It’s coming back, though, and we’ll be great again.”

A lack of housing is Biloxi’s most formidable challenge, the mayor acknowledges. Katrina destroyed thousands of homes, but the city had issued only 121 permits for new single-family homes as of June 30.

Without flood insurance to cover damage from Katrina’s water, many homeowners don’t have the money to rebuild. Help for some may not be far off, though. In late July, the state mailed out a first batch of checks for homeowners’ grants of up to $150,000.

A share of that money can’t come soon enough for Maebell May, 77, who’s been living in a trailer on her property in east Biloxi since January. Nothing is left of the house that Katrina’s surge consumed. Her insurance company paid her $16,000.

On May’s kitchen table is a dog-eared copy of an “Affordable Homes” brochure. She flips to page 14 and shows off her dream home, a 1,456-square-foot, ranch-style house. Building it is a pipe dream, though, if the state doesn’t cut her a hefty check.

“I thought we would be building by now,” she says.

As the tour train leaves the business district, Beaugez issues a warning to her passengers.

“Now begins the heartbreak,” she says as the train rolls past block after block of storm-battered houses, empty storefronts and FEMA trailer parks.

Spray-painted in green on a picket fence outside a boarded-up house are “Not Worth Dying For” and “God Bless Biloxi.”

Fraying blue tarps cover many roofs. Yards, once manicured, are choked by weeds.

“You can see the complete annihilation,” says Beaugez, who knew five people who drowned in the storm. All lived along her route, and they always smiled and waved at the passing train.

Katrina killed 231 people in Mississippi, including 52 in Biloxi. At least nine died at the “Little Tivoli,” a two-story motel and apartment building next to the six-story Tivoli Hotel, just west of the Tullis-Toledano Manor.

Harrison County Coroner Gary Hargrove has identified all but two of the 97 victims who died in his jurisdiction, which also includes Gulfport to the west of Biloxi. One of those anonymous victims, a black man with a “Love Jones” tattoo on his left forearm, was found in Biloxi.

Hargrove recently brought in a pathologist to examine the two bodies for more clues to their identity. He hopes to give them a proper burial before Katrina’s anniversary.

“It would take a heavy burden off me to know that I’ve done everything I can do for the community and for those who lost their lives,” he said.

At the end of the two-hour tour, Beaugez thanks her only two customers that day — Tony and Karen White of Columbia, Tenn. — but refuses to accept the couple’s money. The tours are a labor of love, not a job, and she’s in a generous mood.

A cancer survivor, Beaugez decided after her initial diagnosis a decade ago that this is how she wants to spend her days. Now, more than ever, she feels a duty to preserve the city’s history — one tourist at a time.

“The essence of Biloxi is not gone,” she says. “It’s alive and well in the character of the people and their determination to continue in spite of hardship.”

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